Time Away, Time Together.

Last year was tough for me. It wasn't bad, but that first semester was pretty depressing and discouraging. I didn't really know what to expect. And I wasn't sure what was gonna happen to us. For a bit there I almost thought we were gonna break up. You said that you were losing feeling. And honestly, I was too. At that moment we could have easily called it quits, if I would have been totally honest. I didn't say I was feeling the same way because I was too scared of what my life might have turned into; how lonely I would have gotten. It was kinda selfish, but I'm glad I didn't say it. I think getting past that initial down point was good for us. And that this year will be even easier. I willing to put in the effort and not let it fade away. Which is why we started doing this thing in the first place. I just want us to be honest with each other. And I don't wanna be lazy with the love we have. :). Whether our time is away or our time is together I wanna be good to it, and I wanna be in it for the long haul.