So many...

I'm watching a tv show and it made me think about us. 

I have so many emotions going on that I can't tell if I'm happy or sad or both. I was so excited that summer was coming and that I'd finally get to see you but we've barely seen each other since you've been back. Maybe a few hours at most. 

I want to cry because I feel like we won't ever have time. 

I need you. 

Yours to hold

Well, it's five in the morning of May 9th, my last day at college before summer break. It seems my body wants me to be drained as possible for my last final. Lying in the my dorm bed, for the last time, I can't help but feel some sort twisted nostalgic melancholy over the place. Failing my attempts to find a position to fall asleep, I turned to music. Segway. 

Remember that night before I went to college. We were lying in your bed and we just talking and trying to salvage whatever we could before I would be permanately three hours away. And I sang you that one song, Yours to hold. And you started crying. Well, I'm listening to it right now, and I love you.