So many...

I'm watching a tv show and it made me think about us. 

I have so many emotions going on that I can't tell if I'm happy or sad or both. I was so excited that summer was coming and that I'd finally get to see you but we've barely seen each other since you've been back. Maybe a few hours at most. 

I want to cry because I feel like we won't ever have time. 

I need you.